Excruciating Agony: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by quick jolts, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort around one eye that persists up to several hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.

What connects patients is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.

Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.

Historical healing records propose unusual remedies for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.

It was a European physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”.

The disorder were only officially classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.

In 1998, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.

Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.

Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.

National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known people.

But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.

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Amy Vega
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